Monday, 15 June 2020

Talk to Me, I'm Listening...!!!


When a thought stuck-ups to your mind, when something is killing you deep inside or maybe something ain’t going your way or it’s just becoming difficult to survive, to maintain or to sustain and it’s hampering your mental health or that pain is drowning you in tears or even the pressure is increasing to an unbearable level. Talk it out, open up and let it all come out, talk to the people in your family, with your friends or maybe someone who's close to you; before that suicidal thought runs through your mind and triggers you to commit suicide, please communicate and reveal what is gnawing through you before it’s too late. Suicide ain’t the conclusion of everything and it’s not only the solution to all your problems. Bad incidents occur, people leave, you lose a job, you lose your family and maybe you lose the love of your life; but just remember, all these events are bound to cross your paths. They’re there to shape a new you, bring out that unseen you and make you the person once you dreamt of becoming. Recon there is a life’s theory; issues, challenges, things and events will happen and take place the way they’re written, you can’t escape from it; all you can do is be strong, positive, hopeful and optimistic and stand stall with head held high to fight back against them.

Don’t let that fear of talking to someone take you to suicide! Death ain’t the only solution to your problems. Because yesterday Shushant did, tomorrow there might be someone you knew in your family, friends or even in your relatives they might commit suicide; this shouldn’t happen with anyone. Together we have to stand-up against depression, mental illness, melancholy, desolation, and misery and downheartedness. Check on to the people you love, keep eye on to the people you know; please don’t let your ego win. Listen to the plea of someone who is trynna talk to you, don’t let their words fall on deaf ears and don’t ignore them just listen what they wanna say; you might save a life. Don’t you think! All we need is someone to hear us? Someone who won’t judge us? And someone who will guide us through these rough phase? Give it a deep thought!

Because Depression, Stress and Anxiety doesn’t have any face and no amount of money, name and fame will give you a life back.

Become a shoulder to someone to cry on, become an ear that listens to them, become a soul for someone who feels like a home and become the one who’s always there in their stupidest and strangest thoughts. Today let’s take a pledge that no one will go unheard by you, no one will sense ignored and no one will feel lonely and alone by you. Instead make them feel loved, wanted and make them believe their presence matters to you. Your kind words will save a life. Your l’il time will give hopes to someone’s life and your presence will motivate them to fight back with all the ill thoughts and negativity around them.

P.S.
When these thoughts knock you down, hits you hard and you ain’t seeing any way out, all your hopes are lost, and there's no ear listening to you. Don’t lose your spark, don’t chew-up that positivity and don’t ever swallow that optimism once you had for you; talk to me, I’ll listen to your words and your thoughts, no matter how weird they seem, how childish they appear and how serene and tranquil they are and how blustery and torrid they sound, I’ll lend my ears and devour and gulp up everything you have to say. But just speak it out don’t let anything or anyone drive you to the suicidal thoughts or to the suicide.

Use #letstalktog1 on Instagram to discuss your problems, to share your emotions, thoughts and to communicate and convey your feelings I’ll listen to you. I’ll listen to them all.

Saturday, 20 July 2019

The Bond of Endearment...!!!


Today is the day when I met this beautiful girl who changed my life for forever, the only reason of my happiness and joy. And girl, I'm fortunate to have such a wonderful and loving soul with a peculiarity of goddess of beauty. You have touched a part of my Heart that no one has ever been able to get to. I didn't think that it was possible, but the bond of togetherness has always grown more and more with each passing day. I love you for all that you are; all that you have been and all that you are yet to be. No, I don’t want our lives to be quoted as an example of the perfect kind of relationship; but as the coolest adventurous ride that two people have ever taken with whole lot of quarrels, fights, arguments, ups and downs, love, passion and affection. Even after having so many indifferences a single ‘sorry’ and ‘thank you’ would make everything better and normal again. Thank you for being the rainbow of my life that comes after every storm. The science of human body says that one’s behaviour changes as the person ages with the time. But Maddo, you have proved all the sciences wrong because you’re still the romantic and charming and as caring and loving soul as you were in the beginning when we first met. You know what; spending this one year with you in pure bliss equals to the thousands of years of experience of all the other worlds pleasure of life. And no matter what happens; how much time passes by, I’ll never forget the time when you looked into my eyes and I fell in love with you with just in that one single glance. Since then you have always been my first person I want to tell the good news of my life. People say when someone comes into your life, so unexpectedly, unknowingly takes your heart by surprises, and changes everything of your life for forever and this is what exactly you have done to me. You have filled my life with new aspirations, hope, desire, compassion and love.

I never looked for love somewhere out there in the middle of the chaotic life; but it was when I found you and when I did, I wasn’t knowing that I’m ready or not, but I only knew one thing for sure that you are the best thing ever happened to me. And honeycomb these I'm gonna cherish till the last breath of my life. Because you’ve given me the love that I didn't even knew it existed in me and I'm always gonna be grateful to you for showing me exactly what love tastes like and thank you for reminding me what exactly butterflies feel like. Darling you will always be the source of my joy, the centre of my world and the whole of my heart. When I tell you ‘I Love You’ it’s not out of habit or I always quote it unnecessarily but I'm reminding you that you are my life, an important part of my life and I will always love you with pure heart and soul. You're the only one I want to annoy the rest of my life as the past year has always been magical and divine; the coming will be full of surprises and whole lot of love and happiness too; I cherish the warmth of being wrapped, in love given by you.

Ever since inception you have came into my life I have always woke up smiling and every time I see the person smiling in the mirror, it reminds me of you and I think it’s your entire fault. This always caught me wondering that how you put up with me; then I remember, oh! It’s me who put up with you and so we’re even. We may not have it all together like a South Pole meeting a North Pole but believe me together we have it all; and this is all I want to do with you forever, to cherish this beautiful bond till my heart stop beating. Our one year might not have been with the colorfulness of piñatas, splendor and impressiveness of fireworks or the knock of loud music; but it has always been with the colorfulness of our sweet memories, grandeur of our love and thump of our heart beating for each other forever. Meeting you was like listening to a song for the very first time and knowing it would become my favorite. You know what honey; forever is a too long period but I couldn’t mind spending it by your side because love is not about how many days, weeks or months you’ve been together in fact it’s all about how much you love each other in those small missing moments. It’s all about how the other person made you feel when you were at the lowest of your life and I'm very much fortunate that every time I was at my worst disposition; you had had always been there to boost me and motivate me in all walks of my life.

P.S.,

Just when I look into your eyes, it makes me smile. Your warm hug always calms me down. Your tender kiss makes me want to fly; and your touch makes me feel like I'm on cloud nine. Angel even thanking you wouldn’t be enough to explain my gratitude towards you. I will always cherish your love and presence in my life. Unfailingly be the moon of my ardour to make me shine through all the darkness.

Monday, 3 June 2019

Just one Glance and I Fell for Her...!!!


Tossed up like a Coin in mid air and rattled down by life, slowly I was drowning in the darkness wrenching me to embrace. Caught with the unprecedented fear, adrift to the world fallen between the cracks; shaken by the agoraphobia and finding myself helpless. Like an aimless soul meandering to find a ray of hope, chocked through the parallel paths yet with no signs of optimism.



‘It was that time I saw something extra ordinary, something magical and something divine like a moon taking a walk with scintillating glint; I saw that angelic face, sparkling through the creamy milky complexion; lights illuminating through the glow. Blackish brown curled hairs tied-up in a bun like it’s of a own kind, dark deep beautiful eyes like a new born baby, delicate, soft, pellucid, watery and screaming for attention. The ideally drafted nose with lustorious pink lips, perfectly crafted and toned body, almost 5”2 feet with nearly perfect 50kg weight; an imperfectly perfect object, wrapped in with a floral white top and skinny fit jeans with those eye catching stilettos.’




The aura turned out to shade the intensity of tranquillity with mesmerising colours all over the surrounding, it was like capturing the movie scene in a realm; just one flash and I lost my heart. As she was leaving behind the stairs case with that an unbeatable audacity, confident enough to burn the hearts of passersby with the style of a ramp girl. I was seized with the grip of anxiousness, smitten off with the charmness and glorified with the hotness and beautiful charisma of her. With each passing stair my heart started racing faster like a machine engine having no restraint of mine over it; as if it had taken the flow with top gear and I was into the cloud nine with just in the blink of an eye; so high that everything was duskily visible with eyes covered over love in it. 



Oh my god! I thought this was magic, purely mystical; something eternal yet so transcendentally wonderful. Maddo, millions of poems have failed, thousands of compliments have fall off, hundreds of sweet words fail to make my heart beat faster it was only your single glance that did it and I was yours the very first time I saw you; my heart whispered that she’s the only one and I could even die for her. This was extravagantly beautiful personality, something like never seen before, my senses became numb, I started losing the control over my mind, cold sweat started running all over my body and with just your one glance; I lost my everything to you, maybe something like ‘love at first sight but I fell for you, knowingly or unknowingly; I couldn’t take off my eyes from you and it went so deep down to the inner cords that I felt the divinity taking over me.



She was way more than beautiful something like a goddamn goddess of beauty. A wonderful muse sent by the god to glitter my life with the astonishing presence of her to take me out of these chaotic life and dead roads to the alluring, graceful and fascinating journey of love, sojourn of life and odyssey of heaven.



Honeycomb, the day I have slip over you the sun haven’t been as bright as your glittering eyes, the breeze haven’t been as refreshing as your kisses and the rainbow since then haven’t been as breath taking as your beauty. You are a hot mess, my sweetest addiction, the most daring dream I have courageously dreamt off; leaving behind everything and challenging the fate walking against the grain and fortune; I have loved you with all I have and with pure feelings from my heart. Falling in love with you was the second best thing in the world and you know what the first is?! It was finding you and meeting you. I’m in debt of that rainy afternoon which planned us to meet each other, I’m thankful to you that you choose to love me over millions of people of the world and debris the options available to you. I have always loved you against every reason, against every promise, against blissful peace, against all hope, against all the happiness and all the discouragement that life could bring to me. Sweetheart I caught myself grinning from ear to ear when I think about you, at that moment I’ve understood that I’m head over heels in love with you.
 

P.S.,
If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes and only then would you realize what you mean to me and that your love is the only thing which will keep me sane. Today and always, beyond tomorrow I need you beside me always as a best friend, lover and forever soul mate. “Sunn... Mhe mhara ab tak ka life me first time ghanni badi risk li hai; wo pan fakta thara sate aakhi life spend karan ka waste. Sabh sathe jhoot bolyo hai, sabh ka virodh me gayo hai, Ghana logo ki feelings hurt kari hai, ghanna proposals thukraya hai, bharoso kar mharo ghanno pyar karu mhe thane, Tharo...”

Talk to Me, I'm Listening...!!!

When a thought stuck-ups to your mind, when something is killing you deep inside or maybe something ain’t going your way or it’s just bec...