Tossed up like a Coin in mid air and rattled down by
life, slowly I was drowning in the darkness wrenching me to embrace. Caught
with the unprecedented fear, adrift to the world fallen between the cracks; shaken
by the agoraphobia and finding myself helpless. Like an aimless soul meandering
to find a ray of hope, chocked through the parallel paths yet with no signs of optimism.
‘It
was that time I saw something extra ordinary, something magical and something
divine like a moon taking a walk with scintillating glint; I saw that angelic
face, sparkling through the creamy milky complexion; lights illuminating
through the glow. Blackish brown curled hairs tied-up in a bun like it’s of a own
kind, dark deep beautiful eyes like a new born baby, delicate, soft, pellucid,
watery and screaming for attention. The ideally drafted nose with lustorious
pink lips, perfectly crafted and toned body, almost 5”2 feet with nearly
perfect 50kg weight; an imperfectly perfect object, wrapped in with a floral
white top and skinny fit jeans with those eye catching stilettos.’
The aura turned out to shade the intensity of
tranquillity with mesmerising colours all over the surrounding, it was like
capturing the movie scene in a realm; just one flash and I lost my heart. As she
was leaving behind the stairs case with that an unbeatable audacity, confident
enough to burn the hearts of passersby with the style of a ramp girl. I was
seized with the grip of anxiousness, smitten off with the charmness and
glorified with the hotness and beautiful charisma of her. With each passing stair
my heart started racing faster like a machine engine having no restraint of
mine over it; as if it had taken the flow with top gear and I was into the
cloud nine with just in the blink of an eye; so high that everything was duskily
visible with eyes covered over love in it.
Oh my god! I thought this was magic, purely mystical; something eternal yet so transcendentally wonderful. Maddo, millions of poems have failed, thousands of compliments have fall off, hundreds of sweet words fail to make my heart beat faster it was only your single glance that did it and I was yours the very first time I saw you; my heart whispered that she’s the only one and I could even die for her. This was extravagantly beautiful personality, something like never seen before, my senses became numb, I started losing the control over my mind, cold sweat started running all over my body and with just your one glance; I lost my everything to you, maybe something like ‘love at first sight’ but I fell for you, knowingly or unknowingly; I couldn’t take off my eyes from you and it went so deep down to the inner cords that I felt the divinity taking over me.
She was way more than beautiful something like a
goddamn goddess of beauty. A wonderful muse sent by the god to glitter my life
with the astonishing presence of her to take me out of these chaotic life and
dead roads to the alluring, graceful and fascinating journey of love, sojourn
of life and odyssey of heaven.
Honeycomb, the day I have slip over you the sun
haven’t been as bright as your glittering eyes, the breeze haven’t been as
refreshing as your kisses and the rainbow since then haven’t been as breath
taking as your beauty. You are a hot mess, my sweetest addiction, the most
daring dream I have courageously dreamt off; leaving behind everything and challenging
the fate walking against the grain and fortune; I have loved you with all I
have and with pure feelings from my heart. Falling in love with you was the
second best thing in the world and you know what the first is?! It was finding
you and meeting you. I’m in debt of that rainy afternoon which planned us to meet
each other, I’m thankful to you that you choose to love me over millions of
people of the world and debris the options available to you. I have always
loved you against every reason, against every promise, against blissful peace,
against all hope, against all the happiness and all the discouragement that life
could bring to me. Sweetheart I caught myself grinning from ear to ear when I
think about you, at that moment I’ve understood that I’m head over heels in
love with you.
P.S.,
If I could give you one thing in life, I would give
you the ability to see yourself through my eyes and only then would you realize
what you mean to me and that your love is the only thing which will keep me
sane. Today and always, beyond tomorrow I need you beside me always as a best
friend, lover and forever soul mate. “Sunn... Mhe mhara ab
tak ka life me first time ghanni badi risk li hai; wo pan fakta thara sate
aakhi life spend karan ka waste. Sabh sathe jhoot bolyo hai, sabh ka virodh me
gayo hai, Ghana logo ki feelings hurt kari hai, ghanna proposals thukraya hai,
bharoso kar mharo ghanno pyar karu mhe thane, Tharo...”
